i hate that stupid cover. so much. it makes me lose respect for them. it makes me disappointed. i don't know why it's such a big deal to me, i mean, obviously i don't see it as the end of the world, and the end of my jonas fandom, but it does make me a little pissed that they'd agree to do that shot.

i'm tired of getting myself worked up on a mainstream celebrity as a role model only to find myself writing blogs like this.

but it's blogs like this that teach me things.

there is this thing called a human being.

your familiar right?

right.

us as human beings look towards others to teach us things, when we have absolute perfection to look towards right in front of us. JESUS.

so why is it that i must look towards somebody who will mess up. i know they will from the start; but i put them on a pedastool and practically call them my idol for doing such things.

jesus is jesus.

jonas is jonas.

& jonas will never live up to my jesus.

ever.

so i need to teach myself to not get worked up over things like this.

it's a cover.

sure thang, bb, it's not a cover i approve of. they are kids still to me, so the last thing i want to see is shirt pulling. my view on this is that joe is a person, and he's selling himself as a piece of meat by taking any pictures like this.

but it could have been a moment of weakness, or maybe they are different from what i thought.

either way, they aren't my idols, so i should only care for them. not myself.

so long self."

- so long self by mercyme.